MAGSAYSAY GREEN ECONOMY

CHENNAI WEATHER IS 33 CELSIUS CENTIGRADE. i feel like living closer to the sun. i am here taking part in a very special meeting of Magsaysay laureates. Magsaysay award is considered the the Nobel of Asia. This is well throughout mix. The oldest living Magsaysay recipient Dr. A T Ariyaratne from Sri Lanka[1969]  to youngest recipient Harish Hande [2012] This conference they titled “Green Economy” Almost everyone here are engaged in protecting eco systems one way or the other. There are lawyers, sociology professors, simple village workers to slum dwellers. i am amazed listening to their stories, real life experiences. i can write a volume. Almost everyone of them is sick of the present system of governance irrespective of which country they came from. They openly criticize their governments, leaders and systems but at the same time they are hopeful that paradigm shift is going to take place tonight.

MUSIC AND DUTCH FORT

Just last week i got my first cut of music. Composed by Sri Lanka’s most sort after Jazz pianist HARSHA MARKALANDE. Its simply beautiful. Just two instruments, Piano and Saxophone. And then i went location hunting, to the Galle Fort, built by the Dutch during their occupation of then CEYLON. Its a  beautiful fortress by the sea full of picturesque passages. Narrow pathways, colourful walls,  dutch architecture makes this fort a very special film location. i met with a friend who owns Asia’s largest personal collection of Dutch artifacts. He offered to help me during the shoot. What a relief. That’s what friends are for.

I FOUND HIM

 

i am yet to find a produce for my feature film. But the hunt is on for actors, music direction, edit etc. i will do most of it myself but its always good to have friends helping me. Just last Sunday on my way to see another friend with my uncle i met someone. To begin with a beautiful human being. A painter, mechanical engineer, music lover, avid reader etc etc. i took pictures. Not to my satisfaction as time ran out so fast, but something to reflect upon.

“Son i am not an actor” he said. That’s why i want you, i am not looking for an actor either” i said. And we went on to discuss Monet, Rembrant, Manne, Picasso, Ravi Shankar, and Blue label on the same page. It was so refreshing and i fulfilling.

Act number one is over. The rest will follow.

 

 

 

 

IT’S TSUNAMI AGAIN

i was in my solitary apartment.
Reading stories of Ajahn Chah translated by Thanisaro Bhikku
Its a gem i thought.
i got totally engrossed in his writings.
Visualizing a beautiful film woven around these stories.
Suddenly i heard people shouting.
Some even screamed.
i ignored.
After all, shouting and screaming is part of life for people living down my lane.
But the noise grew.
Into a crescendo like a symphony.
i walked out to the window to see people running up hill with bags and baggage.
Children running behind adults and older people trying to keep phase with others.
i came out to the balcony.
My front door man shouted at me.
“Do you know there is a Tsunami warning”
i smiled at him.
In a tone almost scolding he repeated “there is a powerful tsunami coming this way”
i packed my camera bag and was on the road in seconds.
Walking up stream beating all that human traffic on the Galle road,
down to Sangamiththa Lane towards the beach.
They looked at me as if i am a criminal.
A group of youngsters on a roof top shouted at me,
“uncle take a picture of us please”
i stopped to capture them.
Someone tapped my shoulders.
“are you off your head”
i smiled and continued to the railway track that runs parallel to the beach, just 50 meters away.
Peeped through the bushes to see the ever calm sea.
It was one of the most beautiful sites.
No movement at all and it looked almost a still forest pond.
i thought for a moment “is today the day to try walking on the water”

Is this the same beach i used to walk every morning with hundreds of others, so noisy and crowded.
Is this is the same sea i bathed every Sunday with so much laughter around.
i took pictures. Pictures of the empty beach.
The boats – the deserted fishing village.
i started walking towards Colombo.
Enjoying the stillness around.
It was blissful.

Someone shouted at me breaking that frozen stillness.
A middle aged fisherman whom i meet every morning cleaning his boat.
He walked towards me slowly, his body waving like a fishing rod.
“Sir, where are you off to”
“i dont know, just walking”
“You know … if it comes all will be gone in seconds boooof”
i smiled, he held my shoulders.
“Are you not afraid” he looked straight into my eyes.
“what is there to be afraid – i have not done any wrong to anyone” i murmured casually.

Then we sat on the beach, spoke at length.
Enjoying the beauty of the calm sea.
His life, his wife, his affection to alcohol,
his girl friend who left him, his daily income and many other stories.
Like a kid he played with sand while talking.
Built something like a pagoda, a pond next to it and a winding road.
i kept on clicking. He kept on talking.
Suddenly he asked me >>
“Sir… you have no stories to share”
i smiled.
“you have no girl friend, parents, no one to bother”
i said nothing but waved my head side to side.

Such a calm sea. i could hear the singing fish.
No movement at all and it looked almost a still forest pond.
i thought for a moment “is today the day to try walking on the water”

i started walking back home.
And they started returning too.
Someone stopped me “can we see your pictures, they must be beautiful”
Back in my solitary apartment the first phone call arrived.
“Are you alright, where are you, why don’t you come to our place tonight, bring only your valuables”
Another call, and another and another – i switched off the mess.
i am still reading.
Reading  stories of Ajahn Chah translated by Thanisaro Bhikku

ANOTHER DREAM

i have had many dreams in life. To study at the New York film academy, to dine with Robbin Williams, to kiss Meryl Strep, to go to a sex shop and to ride in a tram to Castro and million others. Most have come true. i cant ask more from life after an encounter with Richard Gere in New York soon after meeting with His Holiness the Dalai Lama. After watching the movie LOCAL COLOR [one of the most beautiful movies i have watched] i now want to meet with Vishnu Vasu, Armin Mueller-Stahl. He not simply an actor but a treat. He reminds me of my uncle who served the military, one of my favourite in life. What am i going to say to this 81 year old genius ??? nothing but will hug him so close until he feels my respect, love and gratitude to him for what he is to the theatre world. i love you Armin. Lets meet soon for a coffee and a chat.

FEAR IS A DIRTY WORD

My father once said that “your mind is like the Russian weather – ever changing” i laughed in agreement. This life is subject to impermanence and decay and of course change. So .. respecting my dad’s great comment, once again i changed the name of my film from YELLOW to JAFFNA. After all its all about memoirs of post war.

Last night after listening to my rough film script one of friends, Thiru said “be careful, you will be taken into custody for questioning” Oh come on guys… why should anyone question me? i am not a criminal or a terrorist. i am only a film maker. People in this country live in their own self imposed cages. Particularly the journalists, film makers, writers etc. Do i have to talk about the Tamil community?

All of them fear Gotabhaya, our President’s brother and the defence secretary. Poor fellow is blamed for every abduction in this country. It may or may not be true but i don’t think we should unnecessarily fearful of events that will follow even before taking the first step. i wish i can meet him someday face to face and ask “are you truly responsible for all those went missing” For sure he will laugh. Who knows >>> he might even offer vegetarian Pizza and cappuccino. Its so funny, man with all those human rights violation charges is a pure vegetarian. Honestly i like to meet him someday. FEAR IS A DIRTY WORD FRIENDS.

FEATURE FILM IN THE MAKING

i am busy finding stories for my very first feature film experience. i want to title it YELLOW reasons beyond my imagination. But soon i will find a connection. Its going to be a different experience altogether. Once again its going to be a moving story. Four true stories woven around post war backdrop. All four victims of the bloody war, relating their stories to a young photographer. No producer to back me up, so i will film each character separately at my own phase. As and when i find little money. i am going to enjoy the process like never before this time. LIGHT, CAMERA, AUDIO RECORDING, EDITING, MUSIC blah blah blah…. am i going to do all that all alone again? Well time is a great healer. Isn’t life beautiful.

 

BACK AGAIN

LIFE MUST HAVE NEW BEGINNING, NOT ONCE OF TWICE BUT ALMOST EVERY WEEK LIKE. i erased all that was on my wall here. i thought its all stale stuff. So thought of starting again. With all fresh news to share. i am just back from India, after spending nearly ten beautiful days with my friends and family. The best part of the story is that i met my Guruji Vikku Vinyakram. i spent years training under him learning to play that south Indian earthen pot GHATUM. i was young and my hands moved swiftly on the instrument those days. Guruji was so very happy to see me. i gave a copy of my film Gandhi’s Children to him. He said “you will win Oscar award for your next film” What a bliss. i remember a piece by John McLaughlin.

WHAT NEED HAVE I FOR THIS
WHAT NEED HAVE I FOR THAT
I AM DANCING
AT THE FEET OF MY LORD
ALL IS BLISS
ALL IS BLISS

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